It's a cliche when you say it's easier said than done, but it's very much true in our everyday lives. It takes more than your usual will power to do the things that you said you would. Classic example is the mere promise of not smoking. A lot of smokers would promise that they they'll have their last stick but will still end up buying a whole pack the next day. So imagine how much harder it will be if you're faced with more important things which you know you're supposed to do...To expound further... I have something that I need to do, not just because it's the right thing but because it's something that I really need to do for myself. Simply put, I need to take the higher road. I need to love myself more and treat myself better. I need to teach them how to treat me right.
I'm in this crossroad where all the cards have been laid out already and yet I seem to have been ignoring these facts. Logically, he's being a total ass but surprisingly in my mind, I could still make up excuses for him. That's how twisted my mind is when it comes to this hullabaloo. Also, rumors have been running around, thus I have made a few enemies along the way (but no regrets on that one). I'm like Mark Zuckerberg sans the Billion Dollars and Emma Stone without Todd Lobster. And just like them, at the end of the day, I know what else needs to done.
I'll need to step up and find another perspective in all of these. I won't even say that I'll try to do it, I'll just need to do it. Again another cliche, it's all in the mind.
I know it's not going to be an easy ride from now on (it never was), but I also know that there will surely be a better ME after all of these. Cheers to the New Guru and to a better life ahead! :)
P.S. I'm thankful for true friends who keep me sane. You guys already know who you are!
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