Wrong side of the bed.

I think I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today coz the first thing I thought of was how I wanted to hate someone so badly.  And it didn't feel good. Not at all.  It just reminded me more of the hurts.

I'd like to think I'm more than okay now. Honestly, it's a bit traumatizing and thus it seems a bit hard for me to think that I could actually give my 100% to that someone I've recently met or I am bound to meet soon.

Never really thought that someone could drain out the best in me and have no sense of remorse. Actually, it's surprising to see that there's even no sense of social ethics. If only the world could allow someone to teleport...

It's Wednesday but I'm hoping to teleport myself to the long weekend. Beach/House Party would be a good place to start.  And hopefully no more waking up at the wrong side of the bed. It's such a nightmare.

Blacklisted.

whatever i said before still stands. Lord, i may have forgiven but i will never forget.


my real friends know that i'm not the type who gets angry easily. true. i feel that it's a waste of energy to feel angry at a person for the longest time.  however, one thing i've learned (and i learned this the hard way) is that when you don't get angry, people just take you for granted and they take advantage of you.


so here i am, declaring that you've been cruel.  you were very good at turning the tables on me.  you never even had the balls to defend me when a lot of stories went around. and now you want us to be friends? that's crap.


if you really want us to be friends, i wish that i don't get to see you anymore. make yourself invisible. go the other way if you must. leave if you could. just maybe, i'll be able to forget. for now, you're definitely still blacklisted.