Blacklisted.

whatever i said before still stands. Lord, i may have forgiven but i will never forget.


my real friends know that i'm not the type who gets angry easily. true. i feel that it's a waste of energy to feel angry at a person for the longest time.  however, one thing i've learned (and i learned this the hard way) is that when you don't get angry, people just take you for granted and they take advantage of you.


so here i am, declaring that you've been cruel.  you were very good at turning the tables on me.  you never even had the balls to defend me when a lot of stories went around. and now you want us to be friends? that's crap.


if you really want us to be friends, i wish that i don't get to see you anymore. make yourself invisible. go the other way if you must. leave if you could. just maybe, i'll be able to forget. for now, you're definitely still blacklisted.